Everything seems colorful when you fall in love.It seems that you have 300 bones in your body instead of 206.The blood in the veins takes you on to another level or must say the adrenaline is at its peak. Only thing that remains in mind is the person for whom you have fallen. Everything revolves round that person; everything you did earlier changes according to the whims and fancies of your soul mate. Soulmate as anything less would be disrespectful to the person.
Suddenly the world becomes your enemy and only that person is the one for whom you would give up anything-your parents, siblings, best friends even your dietry habits. You will be accomodating yourself in everything. Coz that’s how love is…you will either give away yourself completely or it will take away everything that you own in the sake unconditional platonic feeling which is beyond words.
Once upon a time you were the most obedient child of your parents actually your parents were the confidant in whom you found solace and never hid anything from them but now you were sneaking in rooms and under your quilt to talk to your sweetheart. Siblings were envious to you for the first time in life and you just ignored them for the heck of your love coz that’s head over heels.
Long night conversations, waiting for the beloved to come back home from work or parties became the routine where phone was the real life line. He coming back and speaking to you was the only thing that was like drenching your dehydrated throat with water.No matter what he tells you,you will be fully convinced and say ….. Darling plz,you don’t give an explanation. And then ask what time will you get up.I will wake you up,now let me make you sleep my babu.Mothering him became the happiest thing on earth and it was the most satisfying thing.
He became apple of my eye and putting my everything on back burner I just focused on him and lived a virtual life. Parents kept on telling me that you are harming your health waking up all night waiting for him and not following a routine but who cares. Darling was the daily dose for my living. His moods dictated my life and moulded my life. The only thing that I wanted was to marry him and every bit of my mind body and soul prayed for it. His family was totally against me and mine were neither denying or agreeing ,there was a dilemma as they were clueless and it was hard for them to accept their daughter as a rebel.
Never saw men in uniform and actually had no idea how fauji people are but tried to cope up and deal with his things.He told things which were so new and weird but always thought I can deal with it my way. I love him and that’s the gospel truth!
